May 9, 2012

• So... here's a secret....

  I joined a beauty pageant and the semi-finals are this Saturday. Today was the dead-line to submit my 2 minute song that I will play on stage. Pretty much, I am going to keep this on the down - low as long as I can. A fellow Xangan friend of mine was actually the one to send me an application. I never thought I'd do it, and then I ended up submiting the application on the very last day. We only live once right? Why not try to make it to the big screen at least once? I was a nervous wreck at the audition though, I never knew my knees trembled when I'm nervous... that was definitely a first. And I thought it was weird that they asked everyone else these life-long questions, what are their goals, and ambitions in life. Why they felt they should win. I focused all my energy on thinking of answers to those... and when it was my turn. I was asked, what languages do I speak at home, why did I choose to audition in a pink colored bikini, and what animal would I be if I had a choice... oh yea, and... how does it feel to be mix. I'm hoping they just assumed my Chinese would be bad and that I couldn't answer difficult questions...

  wish me luck?

  • 10:31 pm
  • 2 Comments