June 16, 2010

• I am future oriented. A person who treasures the past and pray towards a future. A person with little regards for the present, for the present, was just a second ago. Living in the presence of present, my values seem more like unnattainable dreams. This "truth" is a boulder crushing my ribcages in against the soil.

  I know of many people who live in the present. Some are very successful, they learn to live in the moment, capitalize and create, it is a wondrous phenomenon. But most who live in the present, live day to day, waiting for the next day to come. They are incredibly lazy and short-term oriented. They have many opinions and no resolve.

  I don't want to live in the present, it makes me sluggish, like them. But those who live in the present wish for me to do so. To live in what they call "reality". And reality, for them is painful, fearful, and boring. There must always be something to do, whether it be with or without purpose. Their lives are full of mistakes and regrets. Full of irriplacable damage to the heart and soul. Many of them are dictated by their emotions. And they think that that is what it means to live.

  I'm sorry, I don't see what you all see.

  And I'm happier.

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